Almost every day, I come to this site and write a little reflection on the day that's about to fade into memory. In the beginning, I had visions of grandeur and imagined that somehow...someway...someone was going to stumble upon these random musings and fall a little bit in love with seeing what got put down on the page. They'd keep this page to themselves for awhile and then, one day, something would strike them from a particular angle and they would forward it to one of their friends. Soon, this humble set of musings would go viral, and I would achieve an anonymous fame if only for a little bit of time.
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Crepuscular Rays over the Anacostia Waterfront |
I suppose I really just wanted someone to notice the things that I saw and did and experienced. It has been beautiful.
Needless to say none of that fantasy has played out. Almost every day I come back to write, and almost every day I have a very small handful of bot visits, but other than that, everything that's gone up on this site has passed without notice to the wider world. Oh, there was that one brief period where I experienced double digit site visits for the better part of a week from Russia. I suspect someone or something was passing by and and decided to use some of the photos I've posted as part of their profile on the Eurasian dating site that seemed to be the entry point for most of the views. Whoever they were, and whatever they were doing, I certainly hope they got lucky.
Silly visions of fame aside, I've come to enjoy the time spent trying to capture the thoughts and feelings that I encounter along this journey of life. The writing practice certainly has helped me become more proficient in executing my responsibilities at a job, that if I'm honest, doesn't hold the same appeal for me that it once held.
This space has also given discipline to my thoughts, and the photography aspect has forced me to be more present throughout the day. As I said, the journey certainly held more than my fair share of beautiful moments.
Tomorrow I will return again to practice some writing, but the visions of fame have slipped away. Tomorrow I'll write for the sake of writing, observe my life more closely because that's the only real way to live, practice militant optimism, and be open to surprises as the creativity that is at the heart of everything in the universe expends its energy in the bringing of life. It's going to be a grand experience.